getting worse

one, Facebook shouldn't be your life or primary method of communication with other adult human beings. grow up.

two, u can't tell you how to grieve, but after 10, 12 years, you skills have moved on by now. think about them, miss them, yes, but your whole day, week or month  should not be fucked up because you miss a deceased loved one.

I might go home early. I am in a very piss poor headspace...