I took a nap, then woke up thinking...

I've cast the net twice. no catch. and it's not even me initiating the shit. so how shitty are you not to act when you ask to engage me?  I'm no quitter, not this easily at least. but it's frustrating and kind of the reason I don't like putting myself out there. tough skin or not, it can only take so many hits before I go shutting out the world again. whatever, gonna shake it off again and keep strutting. I walk alone...