kind of better...

so I'm not just full of rage anymore. I plan on getting other peoples shit out of my house and making my living room sparkling, despite someone living in it. I still feel weird, disjointed. I kind of blame watching black butler. it has that kind of affect. but I don't know, I feel like I forgot something or something is missing, something is incomplete. it will work itself out, I'm blessed that it always does. just hate the slight anxious feeling on the meantime. I'll let you know if it's anything major once I figure it out. stay with me...