just...

had a good time at akon, then come home to shit. I don't want this, I wanna go back to the good times. really in a horrible headspace and I want to be alone and can't. not one single solitary person gives two hot fucks about me or my feelings. I don't have anywhere to go or anyone to vent to. if I go absolutely fucking insane one day, let this be the record that it was all your faults for ignoring me.