hello!

i'm quiet because i'm working. stuff coming down the pipeline soon, stay with me...

well...

the sex is going to take a little bit longer to compile than i thought. so look forward to that in future.

feeling some kind of way...

gonna be posting full on raunchiness tonight. look forward to it...

feeling soft

and i don't like it.

can't be helped, because of reasons. ugh...

but everything is making me so super sensitive and emotional.

i'm going investigate a way to alleviate this feeling. surely someone has blogged, vlogged or talked about this.

i know i'm not alone. and that has given me comfort at times when i have felt my absolute weirdest and most isolated. just a matter of finding a like kind.

in the meantime, a thought occurred to me after a disconcerting thought earlier... the less i think about you daily, the more i feel accomplished.

that is a good mantra for people you are better off forgetting but keep being reminded of. if you need it, like it, take it, it's yours.

this post is boring, vague and incomplete, have something:

part one and the conclusion

should probably post some of those akon pics. till next time, stay with me...

life

having a new experience tonight. going to a korean spa for the first time. i'm nervous, because i'm gonna have to get nekked at some point and i don't know what all i'm supposed to do, but i'm excited at the same time. yay life!

kind of better...

so I'm not just full of rage anymore. I plan on getting other peoples shit out of my house and making my living room sparkling, despite someone living in it. I still feel weird, disjointed. I kind of blame watching black butler. it has that kind of affect. but I don't know, I feel like I forgot something or something is missing, something is incomplete. it will work itself out, I'm blessed that it always does. just hate the slight anxious feeling on the meantime. I'll let you know if it's anything major once I figure it out. stay with me...

finally

doing shit my way and reliving stress.