blog challenge day 7

today's my birthday. nothing special about it whatsoever. spent all day in bed, bought myself dinner, went for a drive by myself. playing the sims till I get tired, then gonna shower, masturbate and call it a night.

thought about double posting to catch these numbers up, they annoy me being off like they are. but they really wouldn't count as days. so I'm just gonna be irked for the rest if the month. 

got nothing else to say. maybe tomorrow I will. stay with me...

blog challenge day 6: blogging

I drank enough apple flavored beers last night to be an actual Angry Orchard. been gassy as fuck all day.

anywho, party was great, met a lot if cool people including a published author. gonna pick her brain about getting these novels published.

forgot to post this earlier, but who cares, as long as I get 30 days straight of posts. so stay with me...

blog challenge 5: party

fast one so the day doesn't get away. two beers and two jellos shots later, this party is pretty nice.

I'm being social. go me. see ya tomorrow, stay with me

blog challenge day 4; weight

i blogged so early yesterday, i thought i missed it half way through the day.

anyway, today's talk, weight. i've gained a lot of it recently. and while i've discussed this issue before, it's so prevalent in my daily life, it's one of those things i won't ever stop talking about.

'what brings this on again, kits?'

well, my birthday is in three days. and for whatever reason, i always feel the need for a rebirth, to do better, around my birthday. this year, same. i want to eat better, move more, lose the gut.

i want so hard.

and i usually start strong. a good, solid week of progress. then i 'cheat' or slip up, or completely jump the fuck off the wagon. and all is forgotten for another six months to a year.

i don't know why, i just can't do it. but i still want so hard.

i'm going to start again because hell, something is better than nothing. i'm not even going to shoot for a stereotypical 'beach body', whatever that is. if you're at a beach, you're a beach body, no matter what your weight or shape. i'm just gonna shoot for a pound or two a week. after six months, that's 24 flipping pounds. i'd be pretty proud of that. if i can keep it up, a year later, 1/6th of me gone. all i got is time and nothing to lose. except pounds, of course.

the game plan this go around should be a little easier to accomplish. the lil has an early morning job now. so she's out by 6am, meaning i'll have the house to myself all morning and afternoon before work. i'll be more at ease to shake my ass a little. i like to dance. i think that as an exercise would the best to sustain me, since i get so incredibly bored with repetitive ass actions.

food. food food food food food. eat less of it? eat less crap. this is hard, with the little, but i will try.

i dunno, i just... i just want to lose some of this muffin top and pooch beneath it. work the core, dammit. and loose this froggy chin i've developed. everything else will fall into place, i think.
we'll see. start monday, sep 8th, my birthday. see what happens from there. stay with me...

blog challenge day 3: early morning ponderings

responsibility is a chain. it ties you down to materialism and staying safe in one place. go to school, get a job, buy a car, a house, get married have kids, die. that's a life for a lot of people.

kind of think that's not the life I want anymore though. never really expected marriage or kids, but a kid could dream. what I want now is to drive to California, stopping in every state on the way. I want to spend a week in Alaska. fly down to Mexico for the weekend. vacation in japan, take a walking tours in the uk, Italy and Greece. I don't want to be tied down anymore.

but I have an apartment, a car, possessions, two animals. I can't walk away and live some life, because I have responsibility. I'm trapped.

I have to hope and wait for eventually. and that's a pretty sad state of affairs.

if I'd thought, really knew what I wanted when I had a chance to do it, I'd have done it in a heart beat. it's not regret though, just considerate if a what-if.

maybe, someday, I certainly want to try. get this writing thing off the ground. quit the full time job. find a reliable house sitter. live.

September blog challenge day 2

so I spent 12+ hours with my sis today. I went with her to a dr appointment. after we had lunch, did some light shopping and had drinks. it was a good day, mostly stress free and fun.

right now watching cr1tikal vids with the lil sis

I had so much to say earlier, but my head hurts from laughing and I have bubble guts, and I'm really tired.

see ya tomorrow

september blog challenge day 1

so i'm gonna post every day, all month, because my birthday is the 8th. so expect lots of useless boring information. today is actually the second of september, because i just thought up this stupid challenge right now. so i'll post on 1 october to make up for yesterday doing nothing.

today, i want to have sex. hot, nasty, fast fucking. that is all.

see you tomorrow.