Saturday, March 8, 2014

going all OCD-type-mommy-dearest-no-more-wire-hangers-in-this-bitch on this shit...


delightful way to start a post, ain't it?

but it fully expresses my... fervor... to start spring cleaning in the next few weeks.

i have, as of late, been extremely lazy about cleaning due to several changes in habit. the changes have thrown me off my game and made me very rebellious of the idea of even getting out of bed in the morning. also, it's been a cold ass winter, and my motivation is lower than the temps.

but i really need to buckle down and get some cleaning done. my house is... shambles would be putting it nicely. and it is nothing nice.

it's not unlivable, like an episode of hoarders or anything. stuff just doesn't get put away or cleaned when it should. kind of has a frat house feel to it at the moment...

studies have shown that cleaning makes you feel better, so i think it's fortuitous that i'm down for some deep cleaning at the beginning of spring break

'why kits, i didn't know you were in school!"
i am not in school, actually. but i work pretty steadily though out the year. we only get christmas off, i don't get sick and i only take off days for special reasons (family events, cons, etc.) so within the approximate 261 days a year i work, i get really fucking fed up. and i take a week off, second week in spring, just like spring break in years of yore.

it'll also help me get a jump on the move next year. i plan on buying a house and i don't want extraneous shit coming with me. i'm picking and throwing out anything and everything i can't find an immediate purpose for.

the tough part will be getting the lil to cooperate. she is lazier than sin is evil. and her room is one of the main offenders. i wonder, in my youth, if i collected and stacked anywhere as much shit as this kid does. and it's all little stuff that can get lost, stepped on or eaten by the dog. there is no container or place she has this stuff stored. it's just helter-skelter all over the room and desk. it's really annoying when i have to in there to look for something. despite the fact the shit never moves, i still have to dig through it to get to my stuff. love her though, and i don't fuss too much about it since she a good kid. choosing carefully which battles to fight....

the living room is also... just sad. it's where everything ends up. looking for clothes, they are probably piled on the couch or chair. anything else is either on the dining table, or under it. it's so nagging. i try to straighten, and before the day is over, it's a junk pile again.

but this coming week, between my various social activities and con prep, i am busting up the clutter and making my house livable again. it won't be beautiful, due to circumstances beyond my control. well, not really, but i'm too fucking nice to actually do what i want. but it will be clean, comfortable and half-way presentable for companies. i may post pics of my humble home once the deed is done. stay with me...

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

smut

well, I think I'm long overdue to earn my 18+ advisory

all pics are linked at barablog. also check him out for more steamy man on man action.

posted a lot of these I my tumblr today with the advisory that I give you now: sorry if I offend anyone, but I like what I like. and I happen to like hot beefy guys fucking each other.

enjoy...























now, if I haven't completely alienated my 'audience', I know who's with me for the long haul. to you, it is an honor to ask that you stay with me...

Sunday, March 2, 2014

fyi

this post is from 2 March 2014. I forgot to hit publish -.-

nothing really great to post.

just did my walkies for this shift. sped up a bit from the first time. had my  Die Antwoord station thumping on Pandora and it felt good. when i sat back down at my cage, i could feel the legs burning a lil and the heart rate up a bit.  nicey. really want to start incorporating weights in somewhere. dunno how though, but i'm sure there is a weight training for noobs somewhere on the interwebs.

eating lighter on the clock too. home is never too much of a problem because i'm never really home long enough to eat i sleep till around 11 and snack before work. it's when i get there that i feel the need to bulk up on dinner and go out and buy something ridiculous. gots to do better. today the weather was beyond ridiculous and i some chicken and dumplings. but i didn't have too much. and i'm trying to improve my water situation. small steps. it will not be overnight. i don't expect or want it to be. i've been fat all my life. if it dropped off faster than i was ready, i'd be afraid of my own body.

also, the oscars were a thing tonight. i'm not watching them (i'm at work and even i was home, i wouldn't), but i'm getting pretty awesome play by play by my bestie on facebook.

also, a long time ago i mentioned connecting other social media to this blog. well, step in the right direction, i remember my tumblr password and renamed my 'blog' there to match this one. everything is CataclysmIsBorn and everything is Anidian. not a whole lot goes on at the tumblr blog, but i seek to rectify that situation. it's going to be mostly reposts, pics and the random written word every once in a while. maybe share some shit from this blog over there. a big difference is that it's gonna be probably a bit raunchier than this one. i'm letting my hair down and my interests out of the closet over there. be prepared, plain and simple. check it at http://cataclysmisborn.tumblr.com/. eventually i'll get around to some newer, bigger, better changes. just takes a lil time. so stay with me...

Saturday, March 1, 2014

doing... stuff

i'm tired, and a bit light headed. ate a big dinner then walked for 15 mins. i'm fucking out of shape.

but small steps.

the building i work in really is ideal for walking. flipping huge ass modified warehouse is all it is. just plug in some tunes and wander up and down the halls. my challenge is to walk at least once a shift. get me ready for the next phase: finding some dance routines.

cardio exercises are nice and all, but i've always loved to dance. i was in tap as a lil bitty thing. in high school and college i took every dance class they offered. i even make up my own routines to songs i really like. something about purposeful movements to music, not just giggin' or club/party dancing, has always been enjoyable to me. gonna start with youtube. i know they have tons of videos, but i have to find one/some that appeal to me. i really do get bored easily when it comes to exercise. if it's too repetitive or not challenging, i won't feel it and won't do it often or again.

i'll have to make a better dinner choice tomorrow too. taco salad, while delish, is heavy as fuck and full of stuff i could probably do without. and the sopaipillas were a mistake.

dead little sopaipillas...

am i giving up all great foods that i love like crazy? hell no. but i think what would benefit me is to designate one day a week to splurge a little. i've learned to never call it a cheat day, because it causes you to associate those foods as bad, wrong, and feel guilty if you happen to fall off the wagon. those feelings could spiral further until you just give up. so it will be a reward day or rest day. Sunday's would be best for those, because that's the day we have family dinners, and no way am i giving up my mommy's cooking.

little steps.

in other news, it's spring, so it's time to cram for cosplay. yesterday i worked nearly eight hours on the gloves i mentioned in a previous post. the results are not terrible

forgot to take one with it ON...

i practiced with some bummy tights, but these are a much thicker quality. painting turned into a two man job as the lil sister wanted to help and once she got tired, i had to finish. after that, i glued on some fake nails and painted them black. that's the left hand for the female troll. i won't paint the nails for the male one, just paint those a similar gray. up close it leaves much to be desired. the finger tips are fat and bunchy from the stitching. but i have to deal because A) i have big hands and 2) i don't know what the fuck i'm doing . it's a learning process

with the second glove, i'm trying to improve the stitching and the cut to prevent the ugliness at the finger tips.

not shown: blood, sweat and tears

from a distance, i think it will be fine. at least they will have to be because i'm not going to do this again unless the gloves get damaged. these will be done in time for the first con of the year, Animation Celebration, so i'm looking forward to see what they look like with the full Kanaya outfit on. pics will be posted, so stay with me...